my last night at gayulz. hooooowwww do i put this. i don't know, i'm just a man. if anyone tries to get me to do aaanything before noon, i am such a sucker. i am writing a goodbye poem. i have full sentences now
okay, i don't
i am a liar
i haven't told you guys i'm a liar
which isn't even true, i'm just trying
to be a man in this world
when am i gonna fall in love again?
i don't know, what
are you doing
later?
okay, i do
i know what to say in a goodbye
dear... what even are you? i've moved in & out from you
3 times
i've never moved into & outof something like that
it's okay that i never want to see you again
that the last thing i want to see
before i leave is the worst part of you
the dank scary underground
with the stupid song
the darkness
the place i kicked someone over
and would scrape someone off
the scary underground
that was my underground rumble
i am ready to destroy that shit
there's no paper in the world
strong enough to clean
me
