24 February 2013

must b i been smokin 2 long

it's all going to be alright
you know
(you know, come on you know)
oh no.... the whitest singing the blakkest
is this a problem, no no no no
I'm raceless, racest
rapeless
What how can you just throw this word around? I think I have learned to text away too proud.

I'm sorry
no no truly
I am sorry,
I never should have pointed you here, to me at me with me. I wish I could be smoking
oh shit
is it happening
is it here
is it true
is it real


so are you?

22 February 2013

I get you, boi

(from 12 february 2013, but thought it out too much)

Don't break me down I been travlin too long

I have nothing but they have cardigan envy. You ever smoking and you think you'll cough it all up, all your innards and all your everythings?

Sometimes I get smart, and I say no. Sometimes I quit just when I start. Sometimes, I haven't a choice! You are all very different.
One of the loneliest things you can ever do is to imagine what someone thinks about you

you we I they us them me

whatever major loser

Sitting here with one thumbnail coated copperpenny
one called Muse
listening to nickey read aloud in sarcvoice defending some netflix choice
"if the actors are hot, we'll watch it k"
it should be the next Ryan Gosling
I am drinking a big wave golden ale, BoBo is cruising the kitchen, tongue on linoleum,
tryin to get those scraps
Oh, I just remembered there's a lambchop in here, just throw it in the oven.

and I can fit a lot in here, in this thing. I have a lot of questions to ask, but I know I can't ask questions because no one cares about answering me when I talk out loud