oh, sea

oh not to know,

recalcitrant to romanticize
a trust blanket obstinance

until it's burrow     buried until it's dead

belief in the baby

to won’t regress
from human intention, to want you, to

come here

but to only look
forward at some next
circumstances unforeseen

when anyone seen
again. and every trust in eyes. to get a person

with such feelings
again. looking straight at us &

out of this.

an attitude flame, (whether or not you knew) : (this was your idea) renascence upwards

all for you know

I’m not dormant

in true, you was

captivated because

I am a twist, I'm reticent

it will happen at one
night, revealing
there’s no way an awayance
can be from anyone. seduced
unintentionally into thought,
a someone
so happens in such away
feeling can't readily be believed

needs for anyone, and then then someone

unpredictable, this is happening

relating to need to be need to be

hours later, so close a cry

there will be another pacific: she pulled back.

the never knowable sea

6 august 2008

an hour and years

songs of yesteryear :

2008, 27 august

An hour, a little under two, in a life what to remain. awake, Tucson time. underwearclad, we’ll never sleep, we’ll touch the sky, a perfect down blanket. freezing cold here. It is warm there. My heart will burst into flames and I can make a home from it, camping. Cuddle up to a fire. not smiling still smiling. Everyone looked at me impressed, all of them pleased at my pleasedness. like a gift just suddenly deserved. mustn’t be loquacious. Be laconic. Ooh, reticent, taciturn. to hear him talk for ever for once, his sweet pretty voice and the truths about him. I could hardly know. I awoke and hearts falling out and dying. fret about its immanent end, fret about its immanent end, I have the pleasure. excited beyond compare, thrilled oblivionward, obsessed capricious. I could have become so frustrated to destroy everything, letting it go, it all. I will give of myself openly. So much of everythings. In so soon, beautiful agate eyes, profile, face against smooth neck, eternal smile, arms around, one of the only two blissful people for miles and years.