stereotype, a song (explicit)

  I'm hysterical

  watch me spin

 whirlwind

wash the place,

wash the world

my innards trying

 as women are wont to do

with the ra shon a ble
world

my wet stuff enticing like

as far as your
 deal   can squish
measure me in that way
ruler me

sorry, to be rude

 sorry, but I'm crying? right

look at me go

swish around

 I'm a heart 

  in a shape

cut off the arteries, the connectors
cookie cutter me

 obliterate
  into dough
masticate me mush

I'm sorry, I became

I behave

 in    that  way

so

the only genius in the room is   y  o    u

 disimportant  me

wash me
 down the drains of history

histrionic       girl

pull me out

push me

 push my breasts from my body

thumb my nipples from them

scrape it off, 

grate me

 cut me out

slice me, sliver it, silver it

wealth my slit

suck my gold voice

savor it

 drink my words,   betray them

take it upon yourself to translate me

 who could write it better than you.

 name me

compliment,

stand up for it

defend.

   my dear darling,

  I'm for a girl

 all of my ins

  and the bones of me, & marrow
 and my heart

but boy
     as I hang a shameful head,
you've the heart of my brain

  and the brain of my veins

mondays

I came to the bar
  for the first time in five mondays
life is just a series of mondays
  put that on your coffeecup
  for your office
  to sip out of
  to set on your desk
who says I can't flirt
oh yeah, scraping the bar for sure that's likely
  the kids are onstage, now
    the cute blonde joey
   21yrs old
ya right
    welcome to the bar, I'm virtually 30
     I'm a doorknob
     I don't need to go inside this bar again
     I have lifeplans
     & I'm surrounded
by people
by people, I don't
by people, I don't want
by people I don't want to
by people I don't want to make
by people, I don't want to make out
by ppl I don't want to make out with
:(
  bummmmer bar, l8r cruel boring world

bloodgoblets

coward blood

brave blood

I have enough for the world

I am such a woman 

blood maker

I get all the closest girls to orbit me

because I'm the sun in this fucking universe

so when I say bleed, we gush 

and we gush

and we gush 

and we gush

I made three bucks today

man, I just came back from the world... don't go out there

I saw a girl I don't care about, I dropped one of the books I was carrying

she said HEY how's it going! and I said fine HOW ARE YOU

and then I picked up my book

and she said, that's a lot of books

and I was like, yeah

so I tried to sell some books and I only got $3, for a fucking Murakami. I don't know, I've never read Murakami 

I guess I can't talk shit, it's what the people want

I went to the bank and I got $100 out of my bank account

I saw a model, a tall tan with black on, and shades, and honey hair, and a cellphone

I had to go to the store to get beer

I got the ones with the fox on it

and the watermelons

because tonight I am going to write a six-pack story

& it might just be my ticket out of this two-bit town.

But while I was buying beer & only beer

I noticed my shirt

its big sleeves are cut off, and it's haphazardly bleached

on it reads MORE BEER in pink comic sans

& I'm thinking when I wear it I will always be thirsty

it sucks

because I want to share my pussy with the world