himaybe

okay hi, it's hi, it's me, Me Merrill Stoddard






I think it's good here,  and the time is right
empty it up & feel good about it later
there was a girl in the dorms named Amanda
she had white bellbottoms, and I'd never thought anyone could be cooler,
she threw every plate in the wall at the breakup scene, in the bathtub too of course

she was my eskimo brother
it was the trick in the upstairs bathroom, next to the tv place
where on the  ouch
your arms around I saw
& bristly brush of face
& the disappointed nonvirgin  and she was heartbroken, & pure for it
I know why, even at the nightlit fountains and the spiderwebs all along the handrails, they're there all of the time even with all of the hands on them   so it would, but i do know why. I will never say
i dunno

at least I think none of us is a vegetarian again

27 february 2013 12:24 am

ohwhell

I kissed five people in the last 19 days
but only one of them came
and one of them is out of the state
and one of them is out of the country
and one of them is desperate every night
and one of them is in "an open relationship"
and one of them I do like I think
but it isn't inevitable
with one I got undressed
with one it was slowmotion
one kissed across a bar
one was sober
one was gay
one was fat
one had beautiful dark eyes
one was tall & ugly
one had the palest thinnest hair
one had the softest beard
one can't grow a beard
one could never look at me
one could barely touch me
two of them made my bed the day after
but none had breakfast with me,
because I had to go to work in the morning