growup

puuff puuff passss
 
what's the secret
  you're trying to tell me a secret
beneath a bridge, in a raincar
  finally you're like me, you like me now
  I stopped thinking, I had a good braintime and then it turned
  into me, just months. let's get this callout! I am a most tender callous girl. I have never been younger.
  I talked to my mom, she wants to take everyone to the galapagos islands. she wants me to start thinking of the future, she doesn't want me to get fat. she doesn't want me to be a waitress for the rest of my life. she wants me to treat my illnesses. she wants me to surround myself with interesting people, she wants me to be an Artist. this is partly why we don't talk all that often

 I wish I could have told you abt her
before you died, but
you might have been
  too concerned with dying
  so hear more
for your deadugly ears
  a little worm for tunneling
   
while I was writing this, my mom called
she wants me to get a guestroom
in my mansionhouse
  so everyone can visit
    and I'm like duh, I will always
try to do that

one of the top 5 best bars in boise

I am too happy

I am soooo sad

the only thing they play is the pixies

  at this stupid bar 

but the news is good

last I was here was with you

and this time I amn't

and I don't like your person

and I don't like a mean poem

  but I'm just glad

you died