mondays

I came to the bar
  for the first time in five mondays
life is just a series of mondays
  put that on your coffeecup
  for your office
  to sip out of
  to set on your desk
who says I can't flirt
oh yeah, scraping the bar for sure that's likely
  the kids are onstage, now
    the cute blonde joey
   21yrs old
ya right
    welcome to the bar, I'm virtually 30
     I'm a doorknob
     I don't need to go inside this bar again
     I have lifeplans
     & I'm surrounded
by people
by people, I don't
by people, I don't want
by people I don't want to
by people I don't want to make
by people, I don't want to make out
by ppl I don't want to make out with
:(
  bummmmer bar, l8r cruel boring world

a million bucks

thank you for the invitation

  I woke up with flowers in my eyes

  something happened when I was asleep.

  what happens when one is asleep?

all of my millions left me

I was knocked at the knees and 

all of the change

  is in gutters around.

    where are my shoes?

     where are my cadillac dreams?

        where's my word of today?

perfect

  mercurial

I was trying to flirt yesterday

  with this miniature bikejock

     he asked if the tunamelt was poisonous

I said, Hey guys, mercury is in retrograde right now

  so it's left the giant tunas of the world

  sucked back up into the atmosphere, right?

I mean, that's what that means

  I want to empty out thermometers in you

  I want your insides to burn sizzle out

    or is that mean?

I had a million bucks yesterday

  and I blew it, on a couple of things I wrote down

  on a drawing I made.

I felt the soft edge of some bend

I felt me pulling round it.

but dream memory

  and reality sad come by

    even in my silk vermilion blouse

       and the woolen plaid & everyday's tiedye

         I am still a solid wish 

                        a wonder

                         a so very solidly disappointed

I'll break my own record

  it's a tedious thing
  
   and what's left

                   but to wonder at         disappointment

there's nothing to be done with it

there's no effective

diss
diss
diss