just kidding

o god what a joker! I don't care, I care. you don't care? good, I could care less. wait... I sort of care now. so do you. but suddenly you seem like you don't, so now I'm nervous. if you don't care, don't do it. if you do, I want to know. but I can't ask, at the risk of seeming like I care too much. you liked me because of my disinterest. safety for you through my disinterest. but what about now? how fucked we got.

hanging in front of the bowling alley

is great work. I am so tired today. I think my nails are growing long, they don't look too terribly shabby, grubby. I guess I don't reeally care anymore. I am an idc person today. how did I get so many obligations. what do I care

about

it? I mean, why. I took this good pic in front of the bowling alley, but no one wants to see it. so why would I care? I have nothing to say. I just like june, but I want to float preparedly through june & july. I want the hot car, goin to states new to me. I want to make me into a new-to-me kindof girl.