I don't know whether I can do this, stay the rest of the night outside
but there's the cerulean edge light
over the silhouettehouses
and the earlymorning carsounds, bc it's worktime
I woke up to the sprinklers on me
soaking halfbed
thanks for helping me move furniture so late/early
but I'm determined to get beneath blankets I'm dreaming of these blankets, too
sticky feet
tuck me in, unfold around me
I'm dreaming of how badly the blankets smell
how gross they all are
and I'm wondering at a full sleep
and I'm wondering at going to the dr today
and I'm wondering at will you really hold my hand while I get this done?
and I'm wondering at will you promise to keep up how we talk to one another
even with drs and nurses and strangers in the room?
GET IT
GET IT as you hold the mirror by my thigh
I have a million beans growing inside of me
it's the best
I am a gaseous system, I'm pretty out there
I can feel all the beans dance
have a funparty in my bod
I've always had a partybod to share with all of the worlds, you know
hey, do you know me? in a wet bed, with a dog, sleeping in silk in flannel, outside
sometimes
sleeping is fun
I miss it when I don't have it
but I am no longer good
too good for sleep
to party for sleep
to wet for sleep
too date for sleep
