I did enough last night to justify
my never leaving the house
oh... you're moving to new orleans?
but I was planning
to go there, to never have to see you again
and we could have gone together
and you didn't have to give up on me
and you could have given me a chance!
because you're the one!
I'm the one,
right
we were yelling in front of the bar,
and we were crying
bc I hear you so well
but I don't think you can with your dead ears.
do I get credited for the ruins of someone else's heart, now?
do I get to be the guy
do I get to be the beloved, for a change?
ha
I left & walked, and did some unsavory
business in front of my old highschool. I was laughing, now
and I rode my bike home
and I did more bad things
some regretables
but I haven't any apologies
I just keep
trying
for some reason
to not be
the one, anymore
