& never will! Luckily I've tightened myself into a spot here, so no matter what happens I can't forget all the everythings. I've ever done, and in particular the everyones. Is to say I kept a record of every second of my life (in offs, and ons of course, for whoever is truly there always & all at once??) So celebrate yourselves. Prettily I try to justify you.
for #17
perfect examples
coincidence left obsessed,
kiss abyss wanton.
for #10
scent of wind behind
your woolen collar whispered
ignominies in me
for #21
past tenses again,
fortunately remembered
left to sit dumbly
I can't, for the life of me, contain such elements as are throttling around rasping for grips of air and wanting solace in their solitary existences- all within my little tunnelroom of a brain, so how can I placate them? Am I expected to. I don't even want to know the answer to this question!
words I hate:
silly
belly
grownup
bum
