Showing posts with label veil. Show all posts
Showing posts with label veil. Show all posts

15 May 2013

brand new balcony

let's get marrowed

dreams not talk, but I have that fresh air
 a fan blowing around you
I dyed the pillowcase blue
it's so pretty now, it looks like cloud springsky behind those little blue flowers
it's funny my immediate intentions were
 to send the pillow in the post immediately
 to pillow you
 but I got greedy
 and wanted to roast in the gone-scent
it's funny, I wish I would have 
 a non-pillow
but I've the bedding to change
because we're never rollin in the club, here
closed ∞
  get yer coats on, take the shit out of me
  the balcony closed even to girls, now.

over the winter the sparkleporch, attached directly to the cougar den which is the vip lounge of gayulz club 
  closed to men
  not because we're inherently sexist, here at gayulz
  but because boys in the balcony ruin it
  make it dangerous
  it just took two bigbodied slams to unhinge the thing
  and it became girls only.

it's like the balcony of the club parked in front of Kyle's
  balcony party
  girls in the back
  like six chicks deep
  could.

I like memory
  it's like a bite
  or sometimes a cut or a bruise or a break
  then a veil
  and a thin little blood vessel
  or a juicy foods
but I'm digesting at every turn
and ingesting them all to marrow me
hardening the arteries of my softbod
the uncut fruits of our little labor

04 May 2013

squish


abdicate!
our minds have slippery sources, make slippery the secretions
they're hard to hold onto
I just gipped mine with dagger paws, tamping, tramping a bit
the jumpy little guy. Where you trying to?

I have a smile now, it's a lone one for me myself only. They listen to my words, they are my friends. They nod, I guess, but maybe they're stoned, maybe they've never been here before. I feel like my relations aren't hard to not. Can't you? Always begging the other to understand. Even if you don't agree... please please please understand me. I don't want to be a different language, a tongue tie. I amn't exotic enough to be the other. You're not exotic at all, but still you cling breathing your veil to be protected forever from things like me. I am. Wishful wait giveup girl.

01 September 2009

Hot to it. / Fall summer. a melancholy feeling





songs of yesteryear:


2007, 1 september

Hot black rooftop on A view. for miles the skyline, clear in a thin blue veil. perfect from afar. Lovely cloud puffs and delightful blue sky. This heat’s too perfect and lonely, it burns my legs just laying next to it.




2006, 1 september

Fall a feeling morning I dreamt being somewhere standing closely but not touching, or maybe touching but not kissing awoke so clear and real melancholy a summer.